Have Some Fun

by FEAR THE DEAN

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1.
Awkwardly Cute 03:08
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I’m a notable name So awkwardly cute Inexplicably lame So awkwardly cute In my pillow I scream So awkwardly cute For my poor inner teen So awkwardly cute I’m a guy in a band So awkwardly cute Artificially bland So awkwardly cute Quick to choke on my words So awkwardly cute Ducking under the birds So awkwardly cute Judging people for their expectations Missing factors, incomplete equations I can’t keep up, I can’t tag along Promptly I’ll be doing something wrong When I’m talking to you So awkwardly cute Never sure how I do So awkwardly cute Couldn’t give it a rest So awkwardly cute Spazzing out at the desk So awkwardly cute Won't take much to change my frail opinion Not adept at forcing conversation I’ll be blindly waving at my shadow On a white wall I might paint tomorrow I'm just a wreck and I'll never fall in love Unfit to count my lucky stars above I'll wait for the best as it keeps getting worse Oh I, I'll never fall in love I, I'll never fall in love I, I'll never fall in love I, I'll never fall in love
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Soccerbots 03:46
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I wonder how you feel But I know where you’ve been Half sleeping at the wheel With nothing left to give I'd say hold back your tears It might not be too long Just wait a few more years We’ll join the soccerbots We’ll brag about our kids One day if they exist To be a valid reason not to slit our wrists In my unworried mind The world is bound to end Before that point in time Somehow we'll all be dead I wonder why I dreamt you watched me fall straight from the sky You had to watch me go and Let me land Let me die Let me land Let me die Fast forward the jump-scare parts I'm already quite scared Always apart at heart The one I've yet to share 'Cause things that mattered then Now make me wanna barf Buried that teddy bear And hid that ugly scarf I wonder why I dreamt you watched me fall straight from the sky You had to watch me go and Let me land Let me die Let me land Let me die I’ve got this sinking feeling Won’t need your help now I’ve done my contemplating It’s meant to work out Consult my inner demons And drift into the clouds Oh it's in the clear, it's in the clear Ain't another way without it getting real Oh it's in the clear, it's in the clear But somehow yet so blurry I’d rather jump off of that building So let me land, let me land Let me die, let me die Let me land, let me land, Let me die, let me die Let me land, let me land Let me die, let me die Let me land, let me land, Let me die Let me die
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White Trash 03:16
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(Boom shubuddy oh) Is the world at my command? (Boom shubuddy ow) Would I fall or will I stand (Boom shubuddy yeah) To push you down with all my might (Boom shubuddy oh) It’s my duty, I will sin (Boom shubuddy ow) For the hearts I’d kill to win (Boom shubuddy yeah) It’s my thumb I’d hate to bite I’m not a jerk-off I don’t eat beef jerky I’m not a jerk-off I don’t eat beef jerky I’m not a jerk-off I don’t eat beef jerky I’m not a jerk-off I’m not white trash I’d never wear flip flops I’d never wear those mother f***ing flip flops I’d never wear flip flops I’d never wear those mother f***ing flip flops (Boom shubuddy oh) I’ve been ditsy and distraught (Boom shubuddy ow) What meant little means a lot (Boom shubuddy yeah) When my bulb begins to shine (Boom shubuddy oh) In a world where I belong (Boom shubuddy ow) I’ll be right and you’ll be wrong (Boom shubuddy yeah) And I’ll never change my mind I’m not a jerk-off I don’t eat beef jerky I’m not a jerk-off I don’t eat beef jerky I’m not a jerk-off I don’t eat beef jerky I’m not a jerk-off I’m not white trash I’d never wear flip flops I’d never wear those mother f***ing flip flops I’d never wear flip flops I’d never wear those mother f***ing flip flops Don’t let me down You can always be found Even if this red town ain’t your scene They’re glad to see who you pretend to be But at least keep it real when you dream Don’t let me down We’re so very profound F*** the trends know your friends (Boom shubuddy oh) Then let’s be the same (Boom shubuddy ow) I’d have no shame Syke I’d never wear those mother f***ing flip flops I’d never wear flip flops I’d never wear those mother f***ing flip flops I’d never wear flip flops I’d never wear those mother f***ing flip flops I’d never I’d never I’d never I’m not a jerk-off I’m not white trash
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Sit On The Stairs 03:30
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I'm confounded By her doubtful stare It foreshadows That she won't be there Not tomorrow Nor what follows Drowned my sorrows I'm not high on life I feel awful But I’m doing alright My derangement's problematic And I'm leaving here alone That's how it ought to be But I want her and it's gotten far too pathetic to regret it I must be tripping out I must be real She must be flipping out As I sit on the stairs meditating by the closet Sit on the stairs not admitting that I lost it Sit on the stairs meditating by the closet Sit on the stairs not admitting that I lost it And if she'd listen As I blow hot air I'd be honoured But she just don't care She's indifferent and exhausted And she's leaving here alone And she has it out for me 'Cause through her eyes she merely sees but an ego Not her hero I must be tripping out I must be real She must be flipping out As I sit on the stairs meditating by the closet Sit on the stairs not admitting that I lost it Sit on the stairs meditating by the closet Sit on the stairs not admitting that I lost it Laying alone on the bed Hoping that you'd be the one But there's a time to feel depressed Now it’s time to have some fun Laying alone on the bed Hoping that you'd be the one But there's a time to feel depressed Now it’s time to have some fun Have some fun Yeah there’s a time to feel depressed Now it’s time to have some fun Have some fun Yeah there’s a time to feel depressed Now it’s time to have some fun As I sit on the stairs meditating by the closet Sit on the stairs not admitting that I lost it Sit on the stairs meditating by the closet Sit on the stairs not admitting that I lost it
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Make It Beautiful 04:31
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Somewhere in the crowd You disappeared I cried out loud Hoping that you’d reappear You were out of sight, but in mind you stayed here Not long after I poured out too much I wasn't fine But I had my pride as a crutch Now you're gone and I can't say we've kept in touch I wanna make it beautiful I wanna give it time and make it right But it's plain average at the end of the night I want it to be feasible It can’t be lacking credibility I'll make it something it will never be You wouldn't hold my hand It's no surprise I never planned the moment where you closed your eyes Shutting out the world and I held you close In hindsight Oh long live, long live that ride I wanna make it beautiful I wanna give it time and make it right But it's plain average at the end of the night I want it to be feasible It can’t be lacking credibility I'll make it something it will never be Something you'll never see I'll make it something it will never be While I'm gone You might see Just where you wanna be My spirit's here to guide you through All that you wanna do I'll make it beautiful I wanna make it beautiful I wanna give it time and make it right But it's plain average at the end of the night I want it to be feasible I want it to be real It can't be lacking credibility I'll make it something it will never be Something you'll never see I'll make it something it will never be I'll make it something it will never be I'll make it beautiful
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Scatterbrain 03:50
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No need to explain why you won't count me in I'll turn back around and let the fun begin In a w-w-w-w-world Where my dreams have more to say They have y-y-yet to make me smarter They only keep me entertained I smile at the mirror as I mess my do Yeah I’ll metaphorically paint myself blue And I w-w-w-will See through it, then see it through Though I've been c-c-craving something better Something different, something new So now, Look at me now You seem so proud Look at me now You want it so badly, you can be yourself You're not all that different from everyone else You would h-h-hate to know How much I love to believe I'm the p-p-pitiful trendsetter You awful people wanna be So now, Look at me now You seem so proud Look at me now These gems keep messing with our fate The ones you love, the ones I'd hate It seems I've failed to get a clue I'm falling for them just like you Now I'm insecure I’m also vain I'm vulnerable and scatterbrained I'm vulnerable Oh help me show the world Now, Look at me now You seem so proud Look at me now
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Jog 04:26
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Nothing stopping me when I jog Every step in line with the clock In the sunshine or in the rain When I'm jogging I'm feeling great But I can't count on them They count on me 'cause I know everything Including what I shouldn’t know Hell they think I'm oblivious And they may follow me so before I’m run down I jog alone away from everyone I jog alone away from everyone I jog alone away from everyone I jog alone I jog alone I've been jogging around the block Wondering whose door I should knock My true colours make ugly paint If you'd see them, I'm sure you'd faint The more I jog the more they talk The more I learn about myself I overplay what they must say when my head's turned the other way And none of it is great and before it's too late I jog alone away from everyone I jog alone away from everyone I jog alone away from everyone I jog alone away from you I jog alone away from you I'm running out of things to say and I'm impressed I'm thinking less But nonetheless I guess I've said enough to keep me curious ‘Bout what set me apart and before I find out I jog alone away from everyone I jog alone away from everyone I jog alone away from everyone I jog alone away from you I jog alone away from you I jog alone away from you
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Alleyways 04:16
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I'm not falling down I'm just trying not to walk away As I'm writing down Something spoken words just can't convey Yeah it's cold and bittersweet We suppress bad memories to stand our ground Watch the wind blown in the trees I'll keep quiet as you read my mind out loud I'm not falling down I'm not falling down I'm plain hard I'm plain hard I'm plain hard to get I'm not falling down I'm not falling down I'm plain hard I'm plain hard I'm plain hard to get We’re so hard We’re so hard We’re so hard to get I'm not breaking down I'm just going through yet another phase As I'm headed down Different avenues and alleyways It's been hard to hear you speak Oh you got me feeling weak and figured out Conversations you foresee Might end up appearing in my dream somehow I'm not falling down I'm not falling down I'm plain hard I'm plain hard I'm plain hard to get I'm not falling down I'm not falling down I'm plain hard I'm plain hard I'm plain hard to get We’re so hard We’re so hard We’re so hard to get Don't be careful what you say It's gonna haunt you anyway Don't be careful what you say They won't let you get away Don't be careful what you say They're gonna taunt you anyway I'm indifferent I'm hearing nothing at all I'm not falling down I'm not falling down I'm plain hard I'm plain hard I'm plain hard to get I'm not falling down I'm not falling down I'm plain hard I'm plain hard I'm plain hard to get We’re so hard We’re so hard We’re so hard to get I'm plain hard I'm plain hard I'm plain hard to get We’re so hard We’re so hard We’re so hard to get

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released May 23, 2022

Produced by FEAR THE DEAN
Mixed by Dave Schiffman
Mastered by Howie Weinberg

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